Katagiri Rōshi studying
In this post, I will explore two questions: "Why study the buddhadharma" and "How to study the buddhdharma as a practice of the buddhadharma." This is a fuller expression of these issues that Tetsugan Sensei and I posted for our students on the Vine of Obstacles a month or so back.
In my next post on this subject, "Four Little Fishies in the Big Zen Ocean and How They Do Study," I'll share my observations about some approaches to study that miss it as a buddhadharma practice. But lest you think that this is just one crabby old person's perspective, I'll then offer another post wherein I'll present some other crabby old people, including two of the great lights of Zen in Japan, Dōgen Zenji (1200-1253) and Hakuin Zenji (1686-1769), and what they had to say about dharma study. I'm tentatively calling that post, "Stinking Skin Bags, Blind Donkeys, Parrots and Studying the Buddhadharma."
However, Tetsugan Sensei and I will be heading out soon for our first in-person sesshin that we have offered since the pandemic began, and so I won't be finishing
So let's get to it.
Pictured above is my first teacher, Dainin Katagiri Rōshi (1928-1990), studying the buddhadharma as a practice of the buddhadharma - something that he did a lot when he wasn't in the zendo doing zazen as the buddhadharma, or when he wasn't in the dokusan room meeting students as the buddhadharma.
A Zen master who studied a lot - what's up with that? After all, everybody knows that the teaching of Zen from the first ancestor in China, Bodhidharma, is
A separate transmission outside the teaching
Not established on words or texts
Pointing directly to the human heart
- see nature, realize buddha (1)
If Zen is not established on words or texts, what was Katagiri Rōshi doing? Why study the buddhadharma? And what does it mean to study the buddhadharma as a practice of the buddhadharma?
Why study the buddhadharma?
In Guidelines for Studying the Way, Dōgen cites zazen and study as equally important for "Directly Hitting the Mark" (Japanese, jikige jōtō). In living practice, zazen and study are intimately, synergistically related, and so not really two ways at all.
Nevertheless, Dōgen says, “There are two ways to penetrate body-mind: study with a master to hear the teaching, and devotedly sit zazen. Listening to the teaching opens up the mind, while sitting zazen is concerned with practicing enlightenment. Therefore, if you neglect either of these when entering the buddha way, you cannot hit the mark.” (2)
You will be told by some that Dōgen was a "just-sit" guy, but here, in instructions to his close students, he's a "just-sit and just-study" guy. In other places in his writing, he appears differently. Afterall, Dōgen was a Zen teacher, not a dogmatist.
A dharma talk, and especially an exposition on a kōan, is "teishō" (提唱) in Japanese. Teishō is often translated as "presentation of a shout," but it could also be rendered "carrying the tune." A dharma talk that carries the tune from the ancients is not just a rambling tour of the wandering-in-circles mind, nor is it offered in order to stop babies from crying. A teishō is an expression of the essential harmony, sung through the mouth shared by all buddhas and ancestors.
Dōgen says that teishō opens up the mind. Old Katagiri Rōshi would say that listening to teishō allows us to disport ourselves freely. He liked that word "disport" ("to enjoy oneself unrestrainedly; frolic") and didn't mind that he alone used it frequently. Indeed, without that opening up of the mind, frolicking, as it were, when we sit zazen, even if we do it devotedly, how can it be anything but a repetition of our tired formations?
In addition, Dōgen's perspective frames study and zazen as relational activities. Initially, when we listen to the dharma we are in relationship with our teachers' teaching and when we do zazen, aiming to penetrate bodymind, we are informed by their teaching. As we proceed on the path, the ten-direction world begins to hum the same tune. So we learn the tune from teishō and then put it to work with the instrument of this very ten-direction bodymind.
And, it should be noted as well, that a Zen teacher's teishō is not limited to when they are formally speaking buddhadharma but also in sitting, walking, standing, and laying down.
Notably, in the above passage, Dōgen specifically refers to listening to a master's dharma talks and does not say anything about studying the buddhadharma through reading texts. One possible explanation for this is his audience - the Guidelines were intended for monastic practitioners in the early years of their training. One clue to that is the phrase "when entering the buddha way."
Clearly, however, Dōgen, Ejō, Gikai, and Jōkin, as well as Hakuin and Torei and many of the great Zen masters through the centuries, were extraordinarily well-versed in the sutras, commentaries, lamp records, and kōan collections - beyond what anyone could master from teishō alone.
When studying with a Zen teacher, in my view, one's study should be focussed on what the teacher is teaching and study outside of formal teishō should be integrated with teishō both through relationship with the teacher and through the content of this so-called "outside teishō" study. Zazen and teishō must work in accord for the clear purpose of awakening and post-awakening training and for no other purpose. This is the best way to cultivate the powerful synergy available in zazen and study.
How to miss the mark of study
However, even if you are training under the greatest of Zen teachers, you must know that it is possible to study Zen without hearing the tune, without doing the practice, without opening up the mind.
Gien Inoue Rōshi (1894-1981) says, "There are some people who study various sutras and commentaries and think they have gained something through the understanding that comes from their own interpretations. Even if such people want to learn something more, their understanding develops only in the direction that they like, because the things they like are, from the beginning, at the center. If you listen with this sort of attitude, then it is impossible to really put the nature of this together. To really resolve this, it is necessary to completely throw off all conditions at once, no matter how favorable for you they may be. Don't deal with them. You may be worried what will happen to you as a human being when you stop dealing with them, but nothing will happen." (3)
I giggled when I first read "but nothing will happen!"
In other words, Gien Rōshi is telling us that listening to teisho and/or studying the sutras and commentaries can merely be a rehearsal of the band, "My Formations," as you rock 'n' roll around in your conditioned likes and dislikes. True buddhadharma study, on the other hand, is disruptive to the identity center and not a source for reinforcement. My Formations, after all, just play the same damn tunes over and over and over - the same damn tunes they've been playing since their first hits many years ago.
Yet until you've entered the buddha way, as I've been saying, study might just be another opportunity to rehearse the divided mind, and that is not what this buddhadharma practice is about. On the other hand, without studying the buddhadharma you might remain lost in your formations, mind unfree, unaware of the primordial perspective of the buddhadharma, and so blocked from entering the buddha way. So what can you do?
Dharma study: how to do it?
Directly assimilate and actualize it! That, afterall, is the title for the section from Dōgen's Guidelines for Practicing the Way that I quote above. In Japanese, as I mentioned above, it is jikige jōtō. Here is Katagiri Rōshi's explanation of jikige jōtō:
"Jikige is 'direct, no gap between.' Jō of jōtō is 'to receive, absorb, or to assimilate.' Tō is 'it,' exactly the fundamental itself. Together, 'jōtō' means 'to assimilate, receive, and actualize it.' We are it so we have to digest it and then we can actualize what we are. It does not come from outside. Jikige jōtō is to directly receive and actualize it."
In other words, studying the buddhadharma as a practice of the buddhadharma is to practice awakening right here and now. Like the poem attributed to Bodhidharma, "Pointing directly to the human heart - see nature, realize buddha."
We don't study the buddhadharma in order to point directly at some other time. Thus, in the Shōbōgenzō "Buddha Sutras," Dōgen says, "To penetrate means to make the sutras the land-body-mind."(4)
And, of course, we have a "form" (aka, "method," or a "dharma") for this that's been handed on within our lineage, and I assume in other lineages too.
Studying the buddhadharma as a practice of the buddhadharma, then, is not rehearsing your usual way of indulging divided mind. Study is an opportunity to actualize active absorption, harmonizing body, breath, and mind in the midst of activity. At just such a time, studying a text is to enter the buddhadharma directly, becoming the text, allowing the text to advance and confirm the self. As one student put it, "I let the text read me."
Or like Dōgen said above, "To penetrate means to make the sutras the land-body-mind."
Katagiri Rōshi's example
Katagiri Rōshi emphasized the form of buddhadharma study as the result of a painful experience he had as a young monk while serving as Hashimoto Ekō Rōshi's attendant. The young Katagiri had shared with Hashimoto Rōshi (pictured below) that he had been studying the Shobogenzo while on a train coming back to the monastery. Unlike in the photo, Hashimoto Rōshi was very severe with him, saying something like, "How stupid you are. When riding on a train, just ride on a train. When studying, just study."
From this rebuke, Katagiri Rōshi was inspired to study how Hashimoto Rōshi studied, and I was inspired to study how Katagiri Rōshi studied. A good rebuke just keeps on giving.
The photo at the beginning of this piece with Katagiri Rōshi studying is from Zuiōji monastery in '83. In Rōshi's home office, he had a book stand and so could prop up his texts and sit up a bit more. He would sit seiza like this for a long time, often just wearing a kimono or samu-e, calmly reading the sutras or Shōbōgenzō. Occasionally, he'd close his eyes and rub his shaved head with both hands, then resume reading. He would often have a notebook handy, so that he could jot things down that he'd later include in his teishō. But he studied as a practice, way more than he would have needed to teach us ragged ex-hippies.
Beginning this practice
It is best to undertake studying the buddhadharma in a formal posture - sit upright at a desk or table in a zazen-like posture. Sitting in a chair is fine, of course. Place your dharma book (or device) in front of you and attend to the text without multitasking (checking email, social media, the weather, etc.).
When you read (when the text reads you), just read. Slowly. Receiving the words with the whole body-mind, reading with the belly's eyes, peeking out from the navel with harmonized body-breath-mind.
Remember that study practice isn't about getting somewhere, but just like kinhin (walking meditation), the destination is the journey.
In order to really do this study of the buddhadharma as the buddhadharma
It is important to have an experience of kenshō, seeing nature, of course, otherwise, you might just be studying delusion-dharma. And, indeed, there are at least a few Zen masters who kensho-ed during study - Katagiri Rōshi, Shitou, and Hakuin to name a few. So don't wait for some other time! Directly be hit by the markless mark of buddhadharma - jikige jōtō! - in the course of study right now. (5)
(1) Translation by Dōshō Port.
(2) Dōgen, "Guidelines for Studying the Way," trans. Kaz Tanahashi. Modified.
(3) A Blueprint of Enlightenment: A Contemporary Commentary on Dōgen Zenji’s Gakudō Yōjinshū “Guidelines for Studying the Way,” by Gien Inoue Rōshi, translated by Daigaku Rummé and Keiko Ohmae, 154. Thanks, Ed Goshin, for pointing this out this passage.
(4) Dōgen, Treasury of the True Dharma Eye: Zen Master Dogen's Shōbōgenzō, "Buddha Sutras," trans. Kaz Tanahashi and Peter Levitt.
(5) My thanks to Tetsugan Sensei for her input on this post and for all her loving collaboration through all the years.